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(no subject) [Aug. 16th, 2005|10:31 pm]
WHAT IS A NAME BUT ANOTHER LABEL?
Live journals are for losers. :)

Myspace be where it at son!
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(no subject) [Mar. 11th, 2005|04:12 pm]
WHAT IS A NAME BUT ANOTHER LABEL?
[mood |apatheticapathetic]
[audio |Incubus - "I Wish You Were Here"]

Well I had to delete all of my old entries on this fingy. 'Cause my parents think I'm fucking psychopath and want me to see a physchiatrist because I used spraypaint in my room last night and they think I did it in attempt to kill myself or them. Or both. What fucking retards. So yeah.. I'm erasing like everything from my journals. And I'm making any posts of mine that actually have my emotions in them protected. So these fucking dipshits I live with can't pry. =)
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(no subject) [Mar. 10th, 2005|05:14 pm]
WHAT IS A NAME BUT ANOTHER LABEL?
[mood |depresseddepressed]
[audio |Avenged Sevenfold - "I Won't See You Tonight Part 1"]

Jessica where are you? :( I don't know if you're alright or not.. I'm so worried. I haven't even known you that long but you mean a lot to me already.. :( Are you in the hospital? Are you in a mental ward?  Rehab for your drug problem? Are you.......... I can't even bring myself to say it. I know you're not. You wouldn't give up. Not that easily. Jessica you're strong and beautiful and I want to go to school tomorrow and see you there at lunch... Until then I won't sleep. =(

*Sigh* Jessica cut herself at lunch really bad today. Down the road, not across the street. She was taken away and Dave went with her. Dave's mom picked him up from school because he was too unstable to stay.. and he doesn't know where she is either. He's so worried about her. We both are. So now Dave is contemplating suicide and I'm here watching my friends slip away not knowing whether Jessica is even alive or not. Oh my G-d I'm crying now. I really cannot deal with everything that's been going on lately.

I have this asshole in school harassing/sexually assaulting me. In the hall someone whacked my ass so hard and I think it might have been him but the halls are so crowded I can't tell. I'm terrified to go to school. I keep thinking of this asshole trying to pull me in so he could kiss me & him holding on to me while I was trying to push him off and get away. I'm so happy that I got away before he succeeded. Ugh.. I'm so paranoid in school and I feel really uneasy and I just can't take this anymore.
Porcelain. Dolls are made of porcelain, and dolls are perfect. Porcelain when used to describe a person usually means they are so beautiful, so fragile looking and delicate. Yet the way porcelain is mentioned in this entry, and the way I'm using it... Well let's just say not many people would find it so perfect nor beautiful. But to me it represents what can be beautiful. I tried. I failed. I'm not one of the beautiful ones. I will never be.

Ugh.. I have to stop wallowing in self-pity. My friend can be dead and all I care about is myself. I wish I could just disappear right now, and never ever come back.

linkPoop on a Monkey =3

Parodies! =] [Jan. 18th, 2004|10:46 am]
WHAT IS A NAME BUT ANOTHER LABEL?
[mood |awakeawake]
[audio |Metallica - "Jump In The Fire"]

Here are two parodies I made! One I made this morning, and the other I made last year.

This is the one I made last year:
"Gum on Your Shirt" a parody of Rob Zombie's "Scum of the Earth"

Gum of the earth, come on!!

buy and chew
blow a bubble
25 cents a pack yeah
orbit gum
well it is the one
it's falling out of your mouth yeah

i'm buying, i'm chewing, it's falling
gum on your shirt come on!
i'm buying, i'm chewing, it's falling
gum on your shirt come on!

pick and pull
yell at it
but gum's still on your shirt yeah
So i wait
with a hate
for that orbit gum yeahh

i'm buying, i'm chewing, it's falling
gum on your shirt come on!
i'm buying, i'm chewing, it's falling
gum on your shirt come on!

gum gum gum gum gum gum
gum gum gum gum gum gum

buy and chew
blow a bubble
25 cents a pack yeah
orbit gum
well it is the one
it's falling out of your mouth yeah

i'm buying, i'm chewing, it's falling
gum on your shirt come on!
i'm buying, i'm chewing, it's falling
gum on your shirt come on!

(fuck x?)gum on your shirt
(fuck x?)gum on your shirt
(fuck x?)gum on your shirt
(fuck x?)gum on your shirt



The one I wrote today.. It's called "The Guy All The Loser Girls Want" instead of Bowling For Soup's "Girl All The Bad Guys Want"

9 o'clock Sunday morning and I'm waiting
To finally talk to a boy who's really cooler than me
His name is (i can't tell you lol) he's a rocker with no piercings
He has a cellphone
And he's never really that mean

He smells like curve
And I want him to be mine so bad
But he doesn't notice me

'Cause he's watching porno
Or checking out some "hot" girl
Listening to rock, metal
Linkin Park is in his eyes

Can't love be like movies?
He would fall for me
I'm so pathetic
Why won't someone shoot me?
I really failed miserably

Trying to get the guy all the loser girls want!


yeah I didn't do the whole song oh fucking well. Today I must clean, and then I dunno.. a day of doing nothing... oh the joy. Yeah so .. bye
link1Poop is brown|Poop on a Monkey =3

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